i've fallen off the blog wagon just a wee bit lately but wanted to recap my week:
currently i am indulging in a delicious bowl of cinnamon toast crunch, listening to my favorite pandora station, and checking up on my favorite bloggers (@Twenty Something's). this past week was pretty damn interesting. lately i have really sucked at being social. i get myself into a social gathering and find myself wearing a blank, lifeless face with no desire to converse with anyone. so wednesday night i decided to go out for a beer via invite through my friend jake. i thought eh, why not. i can flirt with him a bit, rip on him, have a beer, and scope out the sketchy crowd in this pathetic town. so i did. my friend marisa was out which was nice too, so of course i ended up drinking more than i had bargained for.
amongst my anti-socialness, i happened to be sitting next to a quite attractive brunette guy who was intently watching the mavs v.s. lakers game. he had apologized for not talking much and that it was because he was very into the game. i replied with some cocky remark something along the lines of "i really don't mind." ha! i still laugh thinking about that. at one point he had stepped away and my friend jake was next to me. i asked him who that guy is and he told me it is his roommate brent. one german beer in and i openly say "why didn't you introduce me to him earlier?!?! he's hot!" haha. so from there on it was my joke to say something about how he was sexy, that i liked his hair, his nose, and wanted to touch him (only saying these things to jake and marisa, however). i didn't really talk to him at all that night even but something sparked that night at a little post-bar drinking. welp, i most definitely got my moment with him and seized it. thinking nothing of anything that had happened, i debated leaving him while he was sleeping just so i didn't have to deal with all of that "oh hey, remember me..yeahhh we were really drunk..." embarrassing morning after bullshit. i didn't end up leaving, but told him how i was thinking of doing so and he just thought that was crazy. "what if i were to see you out again...holy awkward.." haha! yes, i suppose.
so friday night i get a little text message "hey this is brent.." badabing, BADABOOM! alyssa just made a fucking comeback. put that down in the books! after all of the bullshit i have and haven't put myself through with dumbass jonathan, i thought this was the least i deserved. so here i am, one more night after that of hanging out with him and having developed a little crushy on the adorable kid. bad thing? he's a taurus. we all know how taurus' roll...thank god im a gemini! haha. anyhoo, i am taking things moment by moment, not putting myself out there for anything and if this guy decides he wants me around, so be it. i'll have him around- he's cute as fuck!
good news from ME!?! weird huh? yeahhhhhh. i'll try to cut down on my crying and/or drunkness blogging from now on.
peace to ya!
