received probably the greatest friend request yesterday and best facebook message today.
wow, i feel like a five year old.
and who might this random messenger be?!
my old boss at the old folks home i worked at.
my old boss that i MAJORLY crushed on.
my old boss that is adorable and a good cook and sarcastic and that looks so cute when he gets mad.
my old boss that lives in portland now.
my old boss that is SINGLE.
my old boss that messaged me back THIS:
"How did I remember you? Hmmm, I guess I used to have a crush on you."
WHAT! WHAT!
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BREATHE!
oh kay. wowza.
so happy i could die, but its alright.
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Thursday, January 6, 2011
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
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im not sure if its this pandora station thats making me sad and wanting..or what.
have you ever looked at someone that you seemed to be attracted to only to realize the reason for the attraction is because that person looks like someone from your past? or maybe present for that matter?
whenever i see a guy that has similar features to dillon, i think "hes cute. i should talk to him." only to realize that duh, its because i'm comparing him to dillon and he's probably nothing like the man i know.
and sometimes i see people that remind me of sawyer. and i think im attracted to them, but again, its only because a guy might look like him. i hate how hauting that is. even if i'm way over the sawyer thing (ha, its been long enough alyssa).
i told my mom how i had a dream about dillon. a detailed one. i looked up some of the meanings of the dream (like a field full of indigo butterflies flying at my feet). she said she wondered how i would feel meeting him after knowing him for 8 years (yes, its been 8 whole years). i said im more than ready. i dreamed that he smelled like nag champa. such a good smell.
anyway, my point i think of this was just to say that its so hard not being able to reach what you want, and to not know the possibilities of a potential relationship.
to me he seems so wonderful, and so out of reach.
((NY vacay post to come..)
have you ever looked at someone that you seemed to be attracted to only to realize the reason for the attraction is because that person looks like someone from your past? or maybe present for that matter?
whenever i see a guy that has similar features to dillon, i think "hes cute. i should talk to him." only to realize that duh, its because i'm comparing him to dillon and he's probably nothing like the man i know.
and sometimes i see people that remind me of sawyer. and i think im attracted to them, but again, its only because a guy might look like him. i hate how hauting that is. even if i'm way over the sawyer thing (ha, its been long enough alyssa).
i told my mom how i had a dream about dillon. a detailed one. i looked up some of the meanings of the dream (like a field full of indigo butterflies flying at my feet). she said she wondered how i would feel meeting him after knowing him for 8 years (yes, its been 8 whole years). i said im more than ready. i dreamed that he smelled like nag champa. such a good smell.
anyway, my point i think of this was just to say that its so hard not being able to reach what you want, and to not know the possibilities of a potential relationship.
to me he seems so wonderful, and so out of reach.
((NY vacay post to come..)
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