that bath i just took was pretty killer. i didn't think it would relax me as much as it did.
i decided to turn my phone on silent so that the sound of text messages wouldn't bother me. (or should i say annoy me...)
something about hot water and candlelight makes everything else seem so obsolete.
i also decided to not be on facebook while i write this blog and paint my fingernails.
now if only pandora would not play commercials and play the right songs. they were good to start but eh..
hey! i got a free Decemberists song today! how cool..i'll play it right now. a little faster of a tempo than i thought. but definitely decemberists' style. who's this girl singing in the background? i'm not so sure about her. or him maybe?
ok anyway.
so the week of christmas was a living hell. work was insanely busy and its just so convenient that we don't have a front desk person to deal with all the bullshit front-desk needs. its funny that i suggested we have someone just for that week, but NOOOO we're not busy enough. bullshit. there were enough gift certificates sold to donate to a third world country. i felt like a robot on auto pilot walking away from a client with color on my gloves saying "how much for, deep tissue or relaxation massage...relaxation is like light touch-deep tissue is like REALLY GETTIN IN THERE!..." bla bla bla. i just wanted to be like JUST FUCKING BUY ONE! im busy can't you tell!?!?! fucking people.
christmas went fine. my grandma looked so good. she presents herself so well. who would ever know that there's a monster (disease) inside of her preventing her from complete and true wellness. it really is sad to not know if we'll have her next year. i'm sure we all think that no matter what. she's so beautiful. before i get teary and emotional, i'll switch the subject.
my nephews and niece went snowboarding today. i wish i could've been there. how cool would that have been!?! i'm so proud of them though. <3
i leave for new york thursday. i cant fucking wait. there was a major blizzard there on like sunday/monday that prevented a lot of people from being able to enter or leave new york. that made me realllll mad. i just want to get there damnit! i'm so in need of a vacation and getting away from this town for a couple days. i have a feeling its going to be a minimal scratch to my itch in needing to get out of here. (for good). i need new things. and i don't even care if i say that a lot. call me a hypocrite, call me anything. i'll admit to it.
THERE IS JUST ONLY ONE LIFE TO LIVE. SO LIVE IT.
i can't wait to get on that plane.
