well hey,
told you it would be a while til i wrote again (thats how i roll!).
i've been busy working at cloud 9. clientele is going great and
i'm amazed at how many people are starting to appreciate aveda
around here.
purchased a car finally- an '08 mazda 6. i like it :) i just like having a
car period. it's ver nice. i can't imagine i will like the payments too
much, but its time to grow up and be an adult.
so i've come to write about all the things i miss. i think its completely
fine to miss things, to look back, reflect, as i have said in the past.
i just changed my profile picture on facebook back to a picture
of me in meg when we were at some stupid party in CO.
there are times when i think "wow, i look different, i look way happy"
and i'm not sure if i say this because i think that right now i don't
look that way.. i'm not even sure what it is!
i know that while i was there things were really hard, but i totally
got by with what i had, and what i didn't. i found joy in not knowing
anybody. walking down the street without having anyone call out
your name and talk to you for a half hour of your non existent time.
but then i think about how maybe that was part of my loneliness there.
and maybe thats what brought me back here. well, it is.
now being back i so wish i could zap myself other places. i miss the mountains
i miss the everyday sunshine and the surprise snowstorms. and the melting
of snow within a good nights sleep. i miss my coworkers and educators. the
ones that i learned most from. i have discovered that constant stimulation
through education truly drives me. just thinking about it makes me feel sad.
i've only gone a month and a half without education and i feel already i maybe
have lost out.
none the less, i have thoroughly enjoyed bringing my talent back to a small
town and showing them the difference of quality hair cuts and color. i am
proud to say that i love my career and all that have helped me get to where
i am. my journey has only begun and i am trying to remember not to forget
my goals, wishes, and hopes for the future. i must say, no 20 year old i know
has done as much as i have in 2 years out of high school. and no offense to my
college friends, but i can't wait to you see and experience real life. it sucks. and if you
think you have it rough right now having "no money", you have no idea. sorry guys.
anyhoo, off to do some re-organizing of the salon and then off to home. ciao!
